Doctor's Appointment

I had another doctor's appointment today.  Even tho I was trying to smile and act like nothing was wrong, the doctor knew something wasn't right.  He told me I am severely depressed.  He doesn't have anything to fix my shattered heart except to give me medication to sleep.  He said it might make me sleep walk too.  I guess if I sleep walk, I will be too tired when the medicine wears off to cry.  I have cried so much that just when I don't think I have any tears left, more come pouring out! 

I truly wish I could smile like my bear and be truly happy!!!  Maybe 1 day....I hope it is soon!!!

Laugh and Smile Often, Love ALWAYS!!!