Spring

Spring is finally here I think...There is no snow in the forecast but severe thunderstorms are headed this way.  The grass is so brown and some of the flowers are starting to peek out of the ground.  My herb garden is a mess.  I will need help getting it back in order.
Unfortunately, when the pressure changes from the thunderstorms, severe headaches start and my sciatica lets me know it is in pain.  I spent all night at the hospital in Columbus.  It really sucks because I can't get my medications anymore thanks to the Ohio law restricting physicians on prescribing them.  Darn drug addicts ruin things for those of us who have chronic pain.  The diverticulitis is so painful.  I have tried to be careful what I have been eating.  I must have eaten some seeds by accident.  Another cerebral angiogram was done and it showed the bulges on both sides of the clip from the clipping procedure are getting bigger.  I am on such a physical and emotional roller coaster right now I am thinking of letting nature take its course. 
Have a blessed day everyone and please take care!!!

I need to do this more.  I used to be very positive until some things in my personal life has happened that have shattered my heart in a million pieces!!!  I asked the doctor last night how can a shattered heart be fixed.  He said with lots of love, understanding, and prayers.  I know I have lashed out at some people who I dearly love and I am so sorry with all my heart!!!  I pray the healing starts soon!!!

He has been carrying me a lot lately. 

Laugh and Smile Often, Love ALWAYS!!!