Game Plan And Game Played!

Before I was diagnosed with the cerebral aneurysms, I had so much pain in my heart how others had treated me in the past.  You know how some people can be cruel by things they say and do.  I prayed to God to PLEASE take all of the pain out of my heart...I couldn't deal with it by myself any longer!!!  We don't ask God how to handle things, it is His way.  He chose cerebral aneurysms with me.
Now, it was game plan time!  1 doctor wanted to perform a coiling procedure on the biggest cerebral aneurysm, the one on the right.  My aneurysms have wide bases which don't make them good candidates for that procedure.  The surgeon assured me he could do it.  I asked what the percentage was for something to go wrong..not that I was being negative, just weird things happen to me.  He said only about 7-10%.  I told him that was too high for this chick!  lol
My neurosurgeon suggested the clipping procedure.  I agreed that would probably be the best solution.  The craniotomy was performed on May 11, 2012.  My head was shaved and my scalp was cut in a  C starting at the right side of my forehead and going down past the bottom of my right ear.  The scalp was peeled back and a section of my skull was removed.  The aneurysm was found and clipped.  The piece of skull was replaced and a small plate was put on each end to hold it in place.   My scalp was placed back over the skull and stapled in place.  A drainage tube was inserted too.
During my craniotomy, the most miraculous thing happened to me!!!  I briefly died.  There is such a NEVER ENDING LOVE on the other side!!!  The Angels told me it wasn't my time and I had to come back.  God told me He would deal with those who have treated me unjustly in the past and He has some of them already!!!  He told me to be happy and He wants ALL of us, not just me to be happy and work together!!!  He told me to tell others my story, so I do!!!  When I woke up from my surgery, ALL the pain I had carried in my heart for so many years was completely gone and replaced with His NEVER ENDING LOVE!!!  I smile and laugh EVERY day!!!   I have a saying, Vengeance is Mine sayeth the Lord and if we are lucky, He lets us watch!!!  lol
My new life motto became...Do NOT let anyone STEAL your happiness!!!  Those who try are just miserable themselves.  Do NOT let them win by stealing YOUR happiness!!!

 I live like this EVERY day....LAUGH AND SMILE OFTEN...LOVE ALWAYS!!!

                                                                       

This is what I looked like when I woke up from surgery on that glorious May 11, 2012 day!!!