Loving Memories

Memories...How sweet that word is to me!  Everything I have been through over the last 19 months, I have forgotten some things but the most fulfilling memories I can remember...even tastes and smells.  Many years ago, I was given a personality test.  When the results were given to me, the examiner told me he has never seen such a strong S (sensitive) person in his life!  Anything that has to do with taste, sight, smell, touch, and hearing is amplified with me.  My senses are what drives me.  If something appeals to 1 of my senses, I embrace it wholeheartedly.  The opposite is also true.  If something doesn't appeal to my senses, I push it away...like a gross picture and I am deeply hurt if something negative is said to me.  I dislike the word ha*e.  I don't even like to spell it.  Ha*e is such a strong word.  I am very thankful the appealing things happen a lot more than the other.  The love I feel, I truly feel.  Someone once told me it is impossible to love all the things I love.  There are different types of love....There is the love I have for my family and friends, the mother's love I have for my sons, the love I have for my animals, the love I have for certain foods,  the love I have for Christmas, and the love I have for God.   It is so much easier to love!!!
The most precious memories I have are those of Kurtis and Kyle growing up.  I can still hear their laughter and see their smiles!!!  

                                                Good night, sweet dreams, and God bless!!!


                                            Laugh and smile often, love ALWAYS!!!