Friends

1 of my friends asked if she could call me last night and I said, "Sure!"  We had a fantastic conversation which lasted for hours.  How time flies when you are having fun!!!  She told me I am a very strong woman.  I am sometimes but not all the time.  Sometimes the pain gets the best of me but I still smile and laugh.  It helps tremendously with the pain.  We talked about happy times and how we wanted people to remember us when our time comes.  We both said we wanted to be cremated and have our family and friends take a day off from everything and spend it how they want to and no tears.  I also want my organs donated but because of the horrible side effects of Seroquel XR, I don't know if that is possible.  My legs still hurt but at least I can walk.  I use a walker or cane most of the time.  Today my legs hurt a lot and my hands still shake.  A few days ago, I had the feeling of someone having their hands around my heart and squeezing with all their might again!!!  It took my breath away!!!  It is very scarey when that happens!!!  All of those are bad side effects of Seroquel XR!!!  Someone told me I lie about all of my medical problems!!!  I would do NO such thing and I have the medical records to prove everything that is wrong!!!  It is sad how some people say they are your friend and then use ANY excuse to completely cut off that friendship.  I guess they weren't really friends to begin with.  I see a gastrointestonalologist doctor at the end of July and the doctors are talking about referring me to a cardiovascular surgeon for the splenic hylum aneurysm.  I really do not want another surgery.  I know the risks of aneurysms.   
Have a very blessed day everyone and please don't take your family and friends for granted!!!  None of us know when our last day will be!!!

Laugh and Smile Often, Love ALWAYS!!!