Heart Aches

I had an appointment with my neurologist this morning.  I am so blessed to have such caring doctors!!!  We had a long talk about my heart aches both mental and physical.  Shattered hearts are hard to repair...Sometimes they don't repair.  I am on a heart monitor for 30 days because I am still having chest pains.  I am on it to see if I am still having heart attacks and to see if it picks up any other abnormal readings.  The chest pains are not as strong since I haven't been taking the Seroquel XR for a couple nights.  My neurologist told me that someone like me should be taking at MAX 150mg.  The prescribing doctor had me on 400 mg!!!  If I had continued taking that amount chances are I would not survive much longer.  To be honest, I would LOVE to feel His NEVER ending love again!!!  Don't get me wrong, I still feel His love but it isn't as intense as it was that glorious May 11th day!!!  He isn't done with me yet on this earth...That is why He keeps me here and gave me the doctors I have to find the problems I am going through.
On Facebook, there are these "quizzes".  One I took tonight was titled, "What Kind of Flower Are You?"  I am a Daisy! It said, "Could you be any cuter?! You're bubbly, optimistic and super-friendly. Everyone wants you at their party. You're creative and often venture outdoors looking for inspiration. People just can't get enough of you and your sunny disposition!" 
Good night, sweet dreams, and God bless!!!
I still kiss your pictures every morning and night.



Laugh and Smile Often, Love ALWAYS!!!